i was listening to this song, and well because most of the music out there is about love, or relationships etc, i couldn't help but relate what was said in the song to my own personal life. there i was, driving home, feeling "twitterpated" about my own personal life. especially because this has only been the second time i've been able to feel like this for someone else. 

interestingly, amidst this ecstatic feeling, in a matter of seconds fear overcame me. i got scared simply because i haven't been in a relationship this long and frankly, i don't want to get hurt. 

what's so funny is that you get into this relationship and you let them in. you let them into your life and then, for some reason, you wonder if he will fall "out of love" with you. 

i always thought i was a very trusting person, but i guess when you love someone so much, it's easier said than done. i trust him, and who he is, but a part of me wonders if he will ever want someone else. 

because i have put myself out there, not to mention for someone else, it would hurt that much more. 

but why do people do that? why do we automatically doubt someone? am i being selfish because i have put myself out there and i don't want to be the one who gets hurt? they love you and yet you still get scared. 

nonetheless, go back to that song and relate it to your own life. it will give you hope and that, my friends, will make you happy. 

"all i have to fear, is fear itself" right? not the person you love.