Tuesday, October 20, 2009

a big wedding

i've never been much for big weddings. don't get me wrong i love to go to them and celebrate a marriage and dance and see people i haven't seen in awhile, but personally, i've always wanted something more private; however, this past weekend i celebrated my cousins wedding in eugene and praised the beautiful marriage they are to have. the best part of this big wedding was the fact everybody was there to celebrate the marriage. everyone "approved." everyone loves this couple and couldn't be happier. i can't help it but if, or when, i get married i want that celebration too. i want the people around me, WITHOUT a DOUBT, to approve of the marriage, to celebrate with joy and to acknowledge how great a couple we are.
there has been "friction" amidst my life between people i love and i don't know how to gain peace in this personal war. i think that is why my vacation went so well, there was peace and celebration for my cousin and her husbands success and i didn't have to worry about my own shortcomings.

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